Annie Stewart Lambert Blog

  • I’m Not Afraid Anymore

    I’m Not Afraid Anymore

    There was a time when fear ran my life.Fear of failing.Fear of falling short.Fear of what people would think.Fear of stepping out and getting it wrong.Fear that if I showed up as my full self… loud, healed, whole, called—someone would walk away. So I stayed small.I kept quiet.I waited to feel “ready.”But I never did.… Read more

  • This Is Bigger Than Me

    This Is Bigger Than Me

    There was a time when I thought healing was just for me. I thought maybe if I could just breathe again,Just survive, just move forward, That would be enough. And it is.But Jesus has been showing me something deeper.Something bolder.Something holy. This is bigger than me. Because every tear I cried in silence, He’s using… Read more

  • God Is Using My Voice Now

    God Is Using My Voice Now

    For a long time, I stayed quiet. Not because I didn’t have anything to say, But because I didn’t think anyone would listen.Because I was told to “be quiet,” “be nice,” “don’t stir things up,”Because every time I tried to speak, someone dismissed it, twisted it, or acted like it didn’t matter. And eventually, I… Read more

  • After Everything I Survived

    After Everything I Survived

    I used to wonder if I’d ever feel whole. After everything I survived.After all the pieces that were scattered.After the years I spent performing, hiding, shrinking, just trying to be “enough” for people who couldn’t see me. I thought maybe I missed my moment.Maybe there was too much damage.Too much delay.Too much history between who… Read more

  • Walking In Authority

    Walking In Authority

    There was a time when I questioned everything about myself. I questioned my voice.I questioned my worth.I questioned whether I really had anything to offer.Even when I knew God had called me, there was still a part of me that asked, “But who am I to do this?” That’s what shame does, it strips you… Read more

  • Forgiving Myself

    Forgiving Myself

    I’ve forgiven people who never said sorry or really meant it.I’ve loved people who hurt me.I’ve even prayed blessings over the ones who broke my heart. But forgiving myself?That’s been the hardest part. Because no one knows your full story like you do.No one sees the details of your decisions, the moments you wish you… Read more